Counselor Troi’s Office: Session 2

A post where I roleplay counseling myself Me He (William) can’t be emotionally reassuring. It’s a logic equation for him. I mean…ok he did reassure me physically a bit and tried to be reassuring but he’s just ill-equipped. He’s very clunky at it. Troi A lot of guys don’t try to be emotionally reassuring atContinue reading “Counselor Troi’s Office: Session 2”

Counselor Troi’s Office: Session 1

Listen to this episode I’m trying out a new thing here where I act as my own therapist because I haven’t been able to find a good real therapist. The first two sessions will be about William but I will talk about other things as well in the future. Me: I don’t know why IContinue reading “Counselor Troi’s Office: Session 1”

Captain’s Blog Stardate 09072022.7

Listen to this episode One thing I’ve learned out here in the universe is that the trial never ends. Life seems to continuously dole out challenges and lessons. Though things have been relatively good for me of late, it’s been difficult for some of those within my circle. There continues to be a hemorrhaging ofContinue reading “Captain’s Blog Stardate 09072022.7”

Off The Record

(A more extemporaneous entry) Listen to this episode The last few days have been wild! On Saturday morning, I decided to go to Tilden Park with my daughter (the boys didn’t want to come) near Berkeley (~100miles away). The park is a massive nature preserve with a lot to do. On the drive, Bella andContinue reading “Off The Record”

Captain’s Blog Stardate 08152022.7

Listen to Episode All my Starfleet (university) training, work experience and other interpersonal interactions hadn’t quite prepared me for how some people can behave at times. Otherwise intelligent and warm individuals can become toxic , distant and behave in otherwise irrational ways. Admiral William and I had a falling out. As I stated in aContinue reading “Captain’s Blog Stardate 08152022.7”

Captain’s Blog Stardate 08102022.4

Listen to this episode As a young cadet (kid), I was so eager to join Starfleet. Back then, I used to dream of making big changes that would make the galaxy a better place. As I’ve grown older, I’ve come to realize that large substantive change is so much harder than I could’ve imagined. AtContinue reading “Captain’s Blog Stardate 08102022.4”

Captain’s Blog Stardate 07122022.9

Listen to this episode Today, the (work) crew and I were relocated to Starbase 701 (new worksite). As I pulled up in my shuttlecraft (car), I noticed a number of shipless (homeless) encampments just outside the perimeter of the Starbase. Upon further inspection, I noticed a little girl (about 6 years ago) scurrying about theContinue reading “Captain’s Blog Stardate 07122022.9”

Captain’s Blog Stardate 07092022.3

Listen to this episode I never thought that I would get bored exploring the spiritual realm. The infinite possibilities in the universe used to permeate my mind on a regular basis. Though that journey is ongoing, I’ve deprioritized that mission in order to focus a bit more on taking care of myself and fostering relationshipsContinue reading “Captain’s Blog Stardate 07092022.3”

Off the Record

(A more extemporaneous entry) Listen to this Episode After 2 and a half years of not talking with me, my dad called me. He called with the purpose of reiterating what he has already told me; which is to say that he accepts my transition but still remains firm in his belief that little kidsContinue reading “Off the Record”

Captain’s Blog, Stardate 10122021.2

Listen to this episode We continue to find ourselves in an unstable region of space. Unfortunately, it seems as though things will get worse before they improve. Our ship continues to be hobbled by the effects of the gravitational eddies we passed by. Ensign Noah’s console (computer) has yet to be repaired due to limitedContinue reading “Captain’s Blog, Stardate 10122021.2”